I started my period today. Dr K told me it could be April before I got it, but I nope, I got it today. Just another reminder that I am no longer pregnant. That my baby died.
I thought I would take it harder than I did, although I can't say I took it good. I'm hoping that its a quick one though because the site of it makes my heart drop. Its different than the bleeding after the D&C. This is reminding me that life is continuing and my body that betrayed my earlier is still chugging along, doing its own thing.
Maybe I should be happy that my body got back into rhythm so quickly, but I am still angry at it. Angry that my heart is still broken, my mind still remembers, and yet my body moves on. How can it when I am still so emotionally not ready?
